Why Isn't Everyone in the World Reading This??

I got a new journal so I havent been much into writing on here. My journal is so cool and i am not much of a journaler but i got this One Line A Day journal and it is so awesome. There is space to write one line a day for each day of the year for five years. I am excited this time next year to read my thoughts from today. It will be neat to see how much I have grown and to remember things from the past.  It is only one line so i don't feel intimidated by it. I know the fruit of journaling but it takes so long to write things out.  I have also started a journal writing to my future hubby. It is just prayers that I  have for him. I have always been not a fan of that and more of a fan of living in the moment but it is a good way to speak my desires for my future in a hopeful way. I know God provides for me just what I need each day, and today I do not need a boyfriend (I love living with girls sooo much) and by me writing in this book I am able to be single and love it and know that my future looks bright but so does today (not literally it was so rainy out)...

I realized today on the phone with Julie that I am not much of a giver. I bought a cheap blow dryer while my new really expensive one was in the mail (I dropped mine and it broke so I had to get a new one) and my teacher asked if she could have my cheap one and I said yes and then she asked if she could pay me for it and I said no but I really did want her to... so weird. Anyways to make a short story long I would rather give then receive and I barely feel glad when I do give, I always do it dragging my feet and clenching onto God, trusting I will get something out of it eventually.  Praying that the Lord will change that in me. I want to be a cheerful giver.

I do love giving my opinions though, if that counts for anything!!