helloooooooo there

I decided that after I fall in love and that lucky man proposes to me and has a huge rock for me (not really, I dont want a diamond) that I want to elope. I think it would be so fun and I don't want to tell anyone until I am home from Vegas and I think it's a great idea!

I got a new journal so I havent been much into writing on here. My journal is so cool and i am not much of a journaler but i got this One Line A Day journal and it is so awesome. There is space to write one line a day for each day of the year for five years. I am excited this time next year to read my thoughts from today. It will be neat to see how much I have grown and to remember things from the past.  It is only one line so i don't feel intimidated by it. I know the fruit of journaling but it takes so long to write things out.  I have also started a journal writing to my future hubby. It is just prayers that I  have for him. I have always been not a fan of that and more of a fan of living in the moment but it is a good way to speak my desires for my future in a hopeful way. I know God provides for me just what I need each day, and today I do not need a boyfriend (I love living with girls sooo much) and by me writing in this book I am able to be single and love it and know that my future looks bright but so does today (not literally it was so rainy out)...

I realized today on the phone with Julie that I am not much of a giver. I bought a cheap blow dryer while my new really expensive one was in the mail (I dropped mine and it broke so I had to get a new one) and my teacher asked if she could have my cheap one and I said yes and then she asked if she could pay me for it and I said no but I really did want her to... so weird. Anyways to make a short story long I would rather give then receive and I barely feel glad when I do give, I always do it dragging my feet and clenching onto God, trusting I will get something out of it eventually.  Praying that the Lord will change that in me. I want to be a cheerful giver.

I do love giving my opinions though, if that counts for anything!!

i know what you are thinking

you are thinking one of two things.... 1. carolyn, we get it you think you are pretty stop putting pictures of yourself  or 2. carolyn is obsessed with julie burton...

Well cat is out of the bag (whatever that means?? who keeps cats in bags??) i think julie is insane! but i ahve barely met a person who knows her that doesn't think she is extraordinarily special... anyways, look at these hairclips she made me and buy them for yourself on her very own etsy site!!  dude hurry before julie finds out how awesome these are and jacks her prices designer label style...

which clip is your favorite???

(sorry for my closet mess....)

i cant stop thinking of different ways to wear this feather one....

you could be this happy and cute if you have this in your hair.

THESE ARE SOOOO COOL!!